Falling apart....
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Date: Saturday, January 30, 2010 Time: 11:02 PM Date: Time: 9:09 PM Once upon a time
We swore not to say goodbye Something got a hold of us And we changed. I wish i could press reset and feel that feeling again Want to pause it but i cant make it stay And i just want to hold you,be near you, i miss you. We were so good together. Still loving you.... Date: Thursday, January 28, 2010 Time: 3:17 AM It hit me like a ton of bricks to my chest.
Its something that i never would have guessed. That you would be waliking out that door. All the time i shared with you,it was the best. I never thaought you would have left,dont wanna stick around with me anymore.Now i wish you would have told me why,instead of leaving before you said goodbye.If you ever love someone, if you really ever love somebody,you would know. What do you feel when you lose somebody. Your pictures are bitter sweet memories. Holding my heart from pain that doesn't go away and every morning i think of you baby, im hurt cos i forget that you are not here. Date: Tuesday, January 26, 2010 Time: 1:55 AM "A song for you" Date: Sunday, January 24, 2010 Time: 6:47 AM No one else but you. My one and only. Date: Time: 6:44 AM Imysm.. :( Date: Time: 6:36 AM This day i've been through alot of ups downs,mostly downs. I've been thinking to much about someone. I got alot of sudden negative feeling. And this feeling SUCKS. I just dont want things to change. I just want it to be like it used to be. My heart keep hurting every each day. I dont mind. As long as i see you happy. But pls,dont change things. I just want you here with me. hais... Date: Thursday, January 14, 2010 Time: 3:54 AM Decisions can be hard sometimes.
I wanna make this decision but my heart keep telling me no. I know i would regret. Carya said it too. But sometimes i will just make a stupid decision without thinking twice. Its hard for me to deal with this. No matter what i dont want things to change. I have to go through this tough times no matter what challenges are heading for me. hais.. Problems keeps getting in the way. Setting my mind free..... Date: Time: 3:51 AM Feel so far away.............. Date: Tuesday, January 12, 2010 Time: 6:27 AM Sometimes you have to be apart from people you love. But that doesn't mean you love them any less. Sometimes it even makes you love them more. Date: Saturday, January 9, 2010 Time: 5:31 AM Dee texted.Asked if im free today.
First i said maybe.Then texted carya asked if she's free. And then we were out together Carya went to my place .Then took 72 to NYP for their open house. Look through for some of the courses there. Hoping that i would go nyp too with the course i want. Then watched some performance there. Then off to meet dee at orchard..As we were waiting for dee find place to seat. Guess what ?we saw two prfessional soccer player!! Fabio and rafael!!!!omg!!!... hahahahahahahah!!!nah im kiding.. hahaha.saw this two frenly ladies... share seats with us.. ok then dee came and we walked to many places. Its was a great day!! ok tc. Love today!!My day!!!   ...................Date: Thursday, January 7, 2010 Time: 5:16 AM Anything goes .:) |